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Date:Sunday, February 23, 2003 Time:12:41 p.m. Music:Eyes on Me Whew, chapter nine has over ten pages, though it's all conversation, so it's double-spaced a lot, but it's still gonna be uploaded friday and be super-uber long and shibby. I had killer insomnia last night, at first I didn't want to sleep and then I wanted to sleep and couldn't, so I went on the laptop until after midnight and Boy Meets Boy was uploaded, and then I went to sleep. Arcana hasn't been updated since Tuesday, sob, and Blaze Armada is on hold. Life sux. Meh, I haven't been able to write poetry recently. Inspiration shall come, I think. I have to go write Brianna's chapter three, shoot me please. Bye, ~*Eruolth*~ Date:Saturday, February 22, 2003 Time:12:07 a.m.(see, it makes sense now!) Music:None- did you see the time> Once again, sorry for not writing. I was sick again, which I know is a really lame-ass excuse, but whatever. Also, I was working my ass off to try and finish chapter eight and get it uploaded before Auntie Frannie came to wax my eyebrows. Which turned out to be good, because I ended up spending four hours with them. But I got started on Don't Forget Paris, which Issa and I are gonna write together. So far, I don't even have a page done, but oh well. I also have almost two pages done on chapter nine, so it may be done in time for another early update like chapter six was. So far, that has been my favorite part of the story to write. Tonight was Sadie's, and Erin was all happy because she went with Daniel, her object of affection/obsession, and so she's talking aobut every. single. detail. of. the. whole. night. And she wore her hooker boots, so mom is trying to be all jokey-funny and keeps on calling her 'Hobag!' or 'Four-date Elliot'(Scrubs reference:P), which annoys us. I have to go now. Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Date:Wednesday, February 19, 2003 Time:3:19 p.m. Music:None... Sorry for not writing yesterday; I had no time. Erin and I got into this little mini-fight because she kept on making references to Fight Club, and Dad was sick of telling her to stop so he said, "OK, that's it, Kara, you and I are watching Fight Club this summer,", so I was like, "YAAAY!" inside, but Erin glared at me like it was my fault. Well, this isn't exactly the first time this has happened. The Stand I wasn't supposed to see, and I saw it. And then you throw in Misery, and Speed, and Pretty Woman, and you get Erin pretty pissed at me. But I don't care, because I'm currently sick. I left school early, just after Literature, because I was sick. Let me tell you something you probably don't know about me; I don't like leaving school early because I'm sick. But this morning Mom was like, you can't go to school! But I told her I couldn't miss school because I had a Literature test, and she reluctantly said I could go as long as I called. So, after Literature and before Religion and Science, I went to the Health Room and called. I got a review for chapter 7 already! I feel loved, LOL. I really like how Broken melody is coming along, I lost inspiration for Golden Roads at chapter 5. Well, I have to go work on chapter eight! Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Time:9:15a.m. Date:Monday, February 17, 2003 Sorry for not writing, I was sick again yesterday. Grrrrrr... So, I'm making it up by writing a '100 questions' thing. But I'm lazy so I'm stealing Silent Angel's. 1.Name?Kara 2.Aliases:Eruloth, Cathy, Catherine, Cathy Bloom, Catherine Bloom, Knife thrower 3.Middle Name:Flynn, Gaelic(Irish) for desendant of the redhead, and Catherine(my saint-name), the patron saint of raped women or whatever. No, I was not raped. >_< 4.Hair:Dirty dishwater blond with brown streaks, but during the summer I streak it purple! :) 5. Eyes:Sometimes blue, green, grey, hazel, and brown. Just don't ask. 6.Height:I think a little over 5 ft? 7.Location:California, where it never rains. Damnit. 8.Birthday:March 11, 2:30 a.m. 9.Zodiac:Pices. woohoo, I'm a fish. 10.Family:Mom that doesn't understand me, evil dad that threw a water bottle at me, older sister that blames me for being sexually abused by our cousin, dead grandmother, so on and so forth> Favorites!: 11.Animals: Cats 12.Sport: Karate 13.Color: Purple, but I also love silver 14.Song:Breathless, Hurt Before, Somebody for Someone, Radio, Give a Reason(by the Corrs),The Anthem, The Story of my Old Man, My Bloody Valentine, Hold On, Say Anything, Young and the Hopeless, Emotionless, Movin' On(by Good Charlotte, and Crash and Burn and Carry on Dancing by Savage Garden. 15.Band/Singer: Right now? Good Charlotte 16.Quote:"Did you ever set yourself on fire to see if you were real?"-Miracle, 'Dancing on the Edge';"The history and future of Earht is an endless waltz-the three beats of war, peace, and revolution will continue on and on forever."-???'Endless Waltz', & "The only certain thing about the future is uncertainty"-Amarant, Final fantasy IX, but they altered a quote by someone else 17.Flower: Roses 18.Scent:Fresh-fallen rain; that would make a nice perfume 19.Movies:The Nightmare Before Christmas, both Lord of the Rings, Bang, Bang you're Dead(even though I haven't seen all of it), Misery is pretty good, Edward Scissorhands, and so on 20.Holiday: New Years; when else do you get to scream like a rabid monkey? 21.Season:Winter; dreariness... sadness... rain... no, I am *not* being sarcastic. 22.Element:Fire 23.Books:Fellowship of the Ring, Two Towers, and so far I love Return of the King Mahhhh, I have to finish later Going to go finsih chapter 7 now. Bye, ~*Eruloth*~
Time:10:17a.m. Date:February 15, 2003 Music:Eyes on Me I just got my hair cut, yahoo. I know, that's boring, but whatever. I kinda guess I want more from life, you know, more exciting but not dangerous, or whatever. But then I think, 'what's the point of wishing? I never have any of my dreams come true. Because that's what they are. Dreams. And I would know, being a talentless loser. I mean, Kristyn wants to be a model, and she's pretty, but I'm not, so I could never get away with that. I can't write or draw for beans, I could be a clothes designer, but you have to be able to actually draw the clothes. I could be an actress, but I don't think I'm that great at acting; just good enough to pretend that I'm not depressed, which is all I ever need to do. Now, that's a run-on sentence if I ever saw one. But, I just read one of Issa's stories, and its value completely surpasses all of mine! Andif I ever do get around to writing FURY, then it'll take, like, seven drafts just to get it decently good. But, I have another story idea that kinda rox, too, but it's more light-hearted than FURY, but not romantic like Don't Forget Paris&C'est La Vie I still haven't finished Chapter 7, but ff.net is in read-only mode until tomorrow, so I have time. But I don't even have three pages yet, I'm gonna go write now. Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Time:8:52p.m. Date:February 14, 2003. Happy Pink Sugar Day, everyone! Music:Eyes On Me I just took a bunch of online tests. Oh, sorry for not writing earlier, I was loaded down with homework and now I'm sick, but nothing interesting happened, so don't worry. Oh, we had our V-Day dnace at school today, I danced 12 times. I feel proud.
I'd never really thought of myself as a beautiful woman... ¨ß B¨ß B48503c)
Legolas is so made up, you’re with Orlando.
Yeah, Orlando Bloom is the most attractive man ever, but he's also a cool dude and an awesome actor! you are a fire elemental, you are impulsive, you Fire, yeah, I always seem to get that element when I take these quizzes... You are Willow! Smart, quirky, and sweet. You Um, I don't know anything about Buffy. I don't even watch TV...
Can we say, 'POSER'?
Well, yeah, I am an H/Hr rabid shipper. PHEAR ME! You shouldn't change anything but should be more Uh, riiiight. Anyways, I have to go take NyQuil now. Oh, wait, I don't, but I have to get off now. Bye,~*Eruloth*~
DateTuesday, February 11, 2003 Time:4:08 p.m. Music:Eyes on Me-Final Fantasy VIII Another blah day of school, saw a Good Charlotte video during luch because it was rainy day schedule, and surprised half of the class by saying 'Oh! I love this song! It's my second favorite on the CD!'(It was 'The Anthem') And Daniel(the guy I got detention, XP) was like, 'You like them?' and I was like, 'YEAH!', and he said to Joseph(who was singing off-key with Kyle), 'Dude, she likes Good Charlotte', and Alyssa said, 'YEAH! They rock! Billy is so cute!' and I said, 'Yeah!', and Emily looked at us like we were crazy, lol. But then Daniel said that he could not see me listening to Good Charlotte, though he probably just said that because I'm blonde and I wear glasses. I saw my religion final, and I got 104%!! Yeah! Brianna got a B+ or something, XPXP. And then she forced me to write a happy poem, and it turned out to be utter junk, and then I wrote a much better sad poem, 'My Death Day'. Woot woot, watch me skank with pleasure. I sent a picture od my ugly face to Issa. I tried to send her a full picture of me and my friend Kristyn after the winter semi-formal dance, but the file size was too big. If I ever succeed at getting an lj, I'll probably use that as my icon, even though it makes me look younger than I am. I'm finally going back to karate today, if it isn't canceled because of the rain, which just started up and stopped again. Why am I reminded of Ireland?x_x Anyways, i've gotta go work on chapter 7. Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Time:5:52 Date:Monday, February 10, 2003 Music:None. The silence is deafening, scary mang... School today, grr. Flag salute was longer than normal, which is saying quite a bit, because of some dumb candy fundraiser. How candy fundraisers at our school work is: We buy boxes with this form we get, and then we get the boxes and sell them, and for every kid at the school, you have to sell at least one box. Except I lost the form and didn't tell mom it existed, LOL. Anyways, the rest of the day was uneventful until Liturgy Practice, where Kristyn and I sang to the tune for the right song, but words from the song on the next page, which was very fun because we didn't get caught, lol. Gotta love the stupid teachers. I had a ton of homework today, including the all-evil subject, Core Lit. I have Core Lit tomorrow. *Insert sarcastic 'yippie'* But what's worse is we have Computers, with the all-evil teacher who gives me B's for no reason. Jeez, that almost keeps me off First Honors! Honestly, people these days... Got into a fight with Alyssa today, and then a fight with mom over my fight with Alyssa, which would have been amusing to someone who doesn't have to live with sulky, pissed-off me and angry mom exerting her absolute tyranny over us. If you couldn't tell, I have a looooot of resentment for my parental units Fanfiction.net is down, so I can't check my reviews for chapter 6, blech. I was so looking forward to that, I think that chapter will be recieved well. And stuff. Anyways, gotta go because of stuff, and mom's coming home and she doesn't know I have this journal, lol, yay for ignorant parents! Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Time:3:29 p.m.Date:Sunday, February 9, 2003 Music:Give Me a Reason-The Corrs I finally finished Chapter 6, but fanfiction.net is down, so I can't upload it, which sucks. I love this song, by the way. Erin's playing FFIX, and I'm kinda bored, adn I still have 11 reviews. Oh, well, hopefully Chap 6 will attract more reviewers. I just realized that I have no life. PLEASE go to http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Lynoria I think, just out of boredom, one day I'll post all of Broken Melody in my pita... or maybe just a few chapters, to force you to read it. Mwah. Anyways, I've gotta go kill myself. Bye, ~*Cathy*~ Time:1:31 p.m. Date:Sunday, February 9, 2003 Music:My Bloody Valentine-Good Charlotte Hello again! I stayed up late last night, working on chapter 6 and reading Boy Meets Boy, but I didn't finish the chapter. Oh, well, I'll definetely have it done by Friday, and I'm hoping to set up a weekly update schedule for that story. It will most likely work out. Today, Mary Margaret is coming over, which rawks, because I really haven't seen her since Christmas. Erin's picked up her second FFIX game again, so I'm constantly looking up world maps and walkthroughs, but whatever, it's worth it I guess. I feel so unloved! Chapter 5 has been up since Friday, and still no reviews! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!! I really want reviews! Can you tell? Anyways, I've gotta go work on Chapter 6, I'll hopefully write more later or tomorrow. Bye, ~*Eruloth*~ Time:7:06 p.m. Date:Saturday, February 8, 2003 Music:The Anthem-Good Charlotte Anyways, i am NEVER going to one of my cousin's parties again. I figured, you know, she'd have the decency to have something for us to DO. But, no, apparently this is a MINGLING party where we talk with old people we pray to never see AGAIN, while Danielle and her friends pointedly ignore us. In case you are wondering, I did not have fun But, I mean, what kind of lame-arse sweet sixteen party is that? I mean, ancient relatives? Anyways, I spent like, all the party outside, dreaming and thinking and stuff, which rawked 'cause mom only yelled at me once to pretend to enjoy the party, and I was sooooooo close to saying, 'honesty is a virtue'. Sorry. Anyways, our Chinese isn't here yet, I think the delivery guy got lost. Erin had to tell him on the phone where our street was, so that amused me somewhat. Anyways, I'm gonna go starve to death now. Pheeeear me. Bye, ~*Cathy*~ Time:1:57p.m. Date:Saturday, February 8, 2003 Music:Artificial Sweetner-No Doubt Hello again! I have to go to my cousin's birthday party soon, so I'll write what happens when I get back. Just would like to thank Issabellaraisa for being there for me; you've been a great friend. Well, i gotta go now, stupid birthday party for stupid cousin and I really stupidly don't care. Bye, ~*Cathy*~ Time:7:47 a.m. Date:Saturday, February 8, 2003 Music:None, my CD player's batteries are shot beause Erin borrowed it, and the damned computer is being evil AGAIN. Last night we watched 'Misery'. It's not a depressing film, more like an 'edge of your seat, ohmygoohmygodohmygod' kinda movie. It's very good at making you nervous. Anyways, it's about this writer dude named Paul Sheldon whose car gets completely wrecked in a giant blizzard. Paul Sheldon is famous for writing a series of books about a character named Misery Chastaine. However, in his most recent one, he killed Misery off, saying that he needed to write other things. Anyways, he is rescued by his 'A #1 fan', who puts a sling on his arm, feeds him, makes makeshift casts for his legs, and tells him how much she looooves the Misery books. She has a little shrine, has all eight books memorized. But when she reads the most recent one, Misery's Child, she goes crazy over Misery's death. As a matter of fact, she forces Paul to stay and write a NEW Misery book, Misery's Return, and dedicate it to her. In a much shorter summary(and the one that was in the teaser trailer and on the cover of the book) Paul Sheldon used to write for a living. Now, he's writing to stay alive. I highly suggest you rent this, though there is one scene I didn't watch, and here's the warning: Annie(the fan) will say something along the lines of: 'This operation was called hobbling'. But if you get freaked out really easy, I really don't suggest this movie. I mean, it's not scary(well, not that much), but it is one hell of a suspense movie Anyways, now that I've babbled on about another Stephen King book/movie transition that gave me nightmares(not really, I just was freaked out for a while), let me tell you about my day thus far(not much, I know.): Yesterday, I managed to upload Chapter 5 on Broken Melody, but no reviews yet. Oh, well, it's only technically been twelve hours. NAyways, I didn't have much of a chance to work on 'A New Day', or 'Dimmed Light', because I was hopping back and forth between my English-French online dictionary andtypin Chapter 5. After my sister's friend Lorro left(and after they decided *not* to freak out the delivery guy), Erin and I didn't do much until we watched 'Misery'. We were so tired, though, that we just fell asleep. Which means that Chapter 6 will be slightly slow in coming. Anyways, I've gotta go, Mum wants something. Time:6:12p.m. Date:Friday, February 7, 2003. Music:Good Charlotte Me again; like it was anyone else. I mean, really. Anyways, to those who are busy not reading this, I am in love with Orland Bloom. Like you couldn't tell. Kyle brought his girlfriend in to meet us today. She's nice, a little quiet, but she's not the type I'd generally guess he'd go with. Or maybe that's just me. Or whatever. You have no idea how lonely I feel right now. Erin's got Lorro over, and they're hogging the computer, and we don't have AIM or anything, so it's like I have no one to talk to. At least I have my online journal now. Before, it was just pure and utter HELL. Got my report card two days ago-pretty muc staight A's a 'G' in P.E. and Computers( A 'G' is like a 'B', but the P.E. teacher hates me because I'm tall and could be good at basketball and volleyball but hate sports and won't join his stupid team and the Computers teacher hates me because I'm better with computers than her. I have to laugh.) Anyways, I'm gonna go upload Chapter Five on Broken Melody; check out my stories on fanfiction.net; I'm knife thrower. Bye, ~*Cathy*~ Time:2:49 p.m. Date:Friday, February 7, 2003. Music:None Hello! Today, I got someone detention. GO ME! In case you didn't know, it is practically impossible to get someone detention at my school. Stupid private schools. Anyways, that's what he gets for calling my friend Lance gay. Anyways, today I'll try to finish my current writing works in progress- though some of them probably won't happen: Dimmed Light A New Day Broken Melody Chapter 5 More importantly, I'll gather up the courage to write in this what I need to write. I mean, that's the whole reason I got this pita- because I need to spill my feelings; most of thedm being hostile or depressing or depressed. Or whatever. And how about that, anyways? I mean, one of the people that I am most angry with is a person who thinks she is my best friend-or one of them. Probably because I've never really said anything to correct that. She's a really bad friend, too. SHe's always jealous of me and being mean to me in ways that people could say she's really not being mean. Like never having me over, and inviting herself over to someone else's house, or demanding attention by pretending to go all crazy-depressed on us. Which she's really bad at, by the way, and I know, because I am a crazy-depressed person, so I know they don't be all cheerful one second, and when I talk to my friend that I actually like, write 'I hate my life' on the whiteboard. Now that I think aobut it, they normally don't do that either. Anyways, about my friend Lance, who is not the forementioned witch. We were just standing in line after lunch, waiting to get back in the classroom, and I smacked him so he tickled me and my head smacked into Daniel's and he yelled at me and I yelled at him, then he yelled at Lance and said Lance was the gayest girl ever, so I got really mad and was about to punch him in the face, and then Alexis said, "Shut up, you're making her-I mean, him, cry!" Which was really rude because Lance wasn't crying and he's very obviously a boy. So I scream at Daniel repeatedly to shut up, and then they shove me into a different line and I accidentally on purpose shove Daniel and he asked me 'What was that for?' really meanly, so I screamed at him, 'What do you think it's for?', and he looked pretty shocked at that. Then I told my dumber-thatn-dirt teacher, and she talked to him and gave a detention. But seriously, I was crying in the ride home- how can people be so cruel? Just because Lance is nice and is friends with girls doesn't mean he's gay. Seriously. And I have to go now, because our housecleaner, Nancy, whom we're really close to, is yelling at her son, Kyle. Bye. |
